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Nanahimik ako ng ikaw ay dumating
Pinaingay mo muli ang aking mundo,
Ako'y hindi umaasa pa
Pero bakit dumating ka pa?

Sadyang bang mapaglaro ang tadhana?
Kung kelan ka di naghahanap,
Meron kusang nag papahiwatig,
Ito ba'y isa na namang pag-ibig?

Ika'y talagang nakakabighani
Ngiti mo'y palagi mapang-akit,
Sa tuwing ikaw ay kapiling
Ang puso ko'y pumipintig,

Ikaw ba ang siyang nararapat?
Ikaw ba ang siyang dahilan?
Ikaw ba ay isang kasalanan?
Ikaw ba ang ginuhit sa aking mga palad?

Sa maikling panahon na kita'y nakilala,
Alam ko na ikaw ay may pusong dakila.
Ngunit hindi ko mawari
Kung paano kita magiging akin.

Ako'y kumakatok si pintuan ng iyong puso
Kung ako'y iyong pagbuksan
Di kita pababayaan
Palagi kitang aalagaan….

Ang puso ko'y gusto tumibok
Pero hindi makakibo,
Dahil ang iyong pagtingin
Ay lubhang napakalayo,

Kaibigan minsan dapat ika'y yumuko
Sa iyong tapat lang nakaupo
Ang tapat na pag-ibig
Sa iyo'y gustong ipadama.

Thank you Doms!

She looks at me every day. Mary Jane Watson. Oh Boy! If she only knew how I felt about her. But she can never know. I made a choice once to live of responsibility. A life she can never be a part of. Who am I? I'm Spider-Man, given a job to do. And I'm Peter Parker, and I too have a job.


I know we can't be together, but can't you respect me enough to let me make my own decision? I know there'll be risk but I want to face them with you. It's wrong that we should be only half alive...half ourselves. I love you. So here I am - standing in your own doorway. I have always been standing in your doorway. Isn't it about time somebody saved your life?

I don't know what you're going thru right now. I know a little about your personal life. You waked me up again from this longest dream. What's with you? Why are you so secretful? Is there something you don't want me to know?

You're the reason why I go to work everyday...being with you even for the shortest time makes my day complete...I just hope I can climb the wall and jump to the other side to know you better.

It's been months since we first met. We're not that close, you have you're own set of friends and so do I, you're at the peak of your college life and so am I on my job. But still I felt something for you, is that what you call "love at first sight?". Nobody knew about this, just me. I kept it to myself even hiding it to my closest friends. We've been together already a couple of times. However,we never talked about how I feel but about my work and your life at school. I've made you laugh sometimes with my old school jokes and I felt so glad everytime I see you smile. I was contented with that.

I know that's not enough for you to feel something for me, you didn't know how I feel for you in the first place. As time passes by, my feelings got stronger. I think I'm already in love with you. Recently,I learned that we can't teach our heart. But I can't do anything more, I was afraid, I did a lot of things to control how I felt for you. I admit I was a coward.

I just learned that you're now into a relationship. My eyes burst with tears and I felt so bad. I should have shown you how much I love you but it was too late....

Days to go before Feb. 14, while I was counting, I realized this will be my nth year alone on this special day. As I think of the things that happened, all I can say is "I should...I hope".

I should have told you how I feel. I should be the one you love. I should be the one you're with today. I hope we can share more laughs and stories. I hope I can take care of you more, I will love and care for you better than him.

I should...I hope

It's nice to share your life with someone you love and knowing she loves you too.

I did dream of meeting you even before we met....

You and me holding hands...sharing smiles while watching the sun set. It was indeed a very romantic moment. I looked at your eyes as I said, "I am falling for you"...I woke up and never heard how you replied.

One busy day a friend of mine said she's going to introduce me to someone. Young, sweet, talented and intelligent girl. I've been a workaholic for 2 years and never dated anybody for the longest time.

I felt that long lost feeling of excitement, thrill and nervousness on that Saturday afternoon. I told myself that I don't want to be late. I slept at around 1pm drunk but woke up every hour to make sure that I was on my way to pick you up at 7pm. As I saw you nearing, I don't know what to do. I can feel the sweat all over my body. I never felt like this before...I was the happy go lucky guy who never been ashame of any girl. It's nice to reminisce that sweet memorable day.

I never realized we can get along that fast. I never gave time to anybody before we met. I always say NO I can't, but for you it was always YES I will find time. Everyday, I was hoping to see you again. We never had the chance to get along that often but everytime we meet the feeling gets stronger.

I like you despite all the challenges I have to face. We were on the opposite side of the world. I don't care...All I know is I am happy with you.

I may now be on that same spot before that day we met, but I never regret knowing you. Thanks for bringing that smile back to me even for a short period of time. It was nice to wake up this sleeping heart. It may not end the way I dream about, but still I am glad that you came along. I lost the faith but not you.

Memories of you will always be with me; dinner, starbucks, vivere, smiles, window shopping, yellowcab, PMS, and a lot more...and of course cookie...

I know someday we're gonna meet again...I hope it will not be in my dreams anymore.

Main Entry: im·pa·tient
Pronunciation: (")im-'pA-sh&nt
Function: adjective
Etymology: Middle English impacient, from Middle French, from Latin impatient-, impatiens, from in- + patient-, patiens patient
1 a : not patient : restless or short of temper especially under irritation, delay, or opposition b : INTOLERANT
2 : prompted or marked by impatience
3 : eagerly desirous : ANXIOUS

They said I am a very impatient person...am I?

If you're going to eat, will you wait for someone? I would understand if he/she brought food for you. It is just ethical to wait. But, Gosh! if that person will not be the one to eat your food, why wait?

I may be impatient but is it because I am living independently for 7 years now? I eat, sleep, and do everything on my own. Is this the reason?

Last Sunday, I proven to myself that I was really not that impatient as what my friends thought I was. I did wait for 3 long hours for someone...my friends can you imagine that? YES...this is not a joke...3 f*kin hours!!! She's not even my girlfriend. It only shows that being impatient depends on the situation.

To all of you who thinks that I am impatient...I can be the most patient guy you would ever met...do you know of someone who've been waiting for 7 years for her next GF? That's me!

Posted by: Jhon / 5:41 AM / 

I am into this new hobby of photo editing...
While I was doing the picture above, I realized that I can be a double of Keanu someday...hahaha!

Meron sa tabi-tabi isang tao para sa akin...
Siya'y matiyagang nag-aantay gabi-gabi,
Paki sabi nga ang pangalan niya?
Ang habang-buhay na paghahanap ay nakakaloko.

Paano kaya siya tumawa? Paano siya umiyak?
Anong kulay ng kanyang mga mata?...
Alam kaya niyang nandito lang ako?...

Nasaan kaya siya? Nasaan ang magandang babae na ito?

Sino siya? Sino ito na magbubuo ng aking mundo?

Ako'y tumingin sa langit...
Nagdadasal na siya'y dumating sa aking buhay
Nasaan ang babae ng aking panaginip?
Ako'y mag-aantay kahit na magmukhang tanga...


J. ROMAN & SOLUNA...Where Are You?

This is my comfort zone. I know how much everybody here loves me. I am the person that makes their office life smile. Am I ready to say GOODBYE?
...They will say NO